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Consume;Consume
Apr. 29th, 2018 06:12 pmI’m so unspeakably lonely
All I do is consume what I can easily grasp
And proceed to reach for more
Never savoring what I have.
What will happen once there’s nothing else I want?
What will happen once everyone is tired of enabling?
I could wither away, I could die
Perhaps, maybe, I’ll be the perfect little girl again
Please, thank you, a curtsey
Perhaps, maybe, I’ll be the horrible man I know I am
I hate you, give me more, go fuck yourself
What else do I know?
I don’t know what I know
My single gift of knowledge is what I am good for
To consume and consume, devour, corrode
Until every gift in this world is gone
All I do is consume what I can easily grasp
And proceed to reach for more
Never savoring what I have.
What will happen once there’s nothing else I want?
What will happen once everyone is tired of enabling?
I could wither away, I could die
Perhaps, maybe, I’ll be the perfect little girl again
Please, thank you, a curtsey
Perhaps, maybe, I’ll be the horrible man I know I am
I hate you, give me more, go fuck yourself
What else do I know?
I don’t know what I know
My single gift of knowledge is what I am good for
To consume and consume, devour, corrode
Until every gift in this world is gone
Thinkin bout that 'nanya...
Apr. 20th, 2018 04:16 pmLet me preface this with the fact I am objectum sexual. Objects are as viable partners as real, physical people. Theyre also viable children to adopt sometimes, and I adopted a small baby bananya and his name is Wilford Warfstache Jr. Him and his other father (Wilford) have the same birthday and theyre the cutest.
I wish there was more of a space for me to be able to openly talk about my son, the CARE or my son, raising him and caring for him, with other people also raising Objectum children. I know itll take a while, and the people with those types of feelings probably don't even know what OS is. Thats fine. I'm 20. I got all the time in the world
Later tonight I'm going to try to teach Jr how to read (he's a 4/5 month old stuffed animal, its about time.) I just pray my father, bless his fuckin heart, doesn't ask what I'm doing. He loves me and he understands some of my quirks, but hes a jackass anyway. I show him Jr's bed (because I was proud of it) and he laughs. Not malicious or anything but hey, fuck you pops!
I wish there was more of a space for me to be able to openly talk about my son, the CARE or my son, raising him and caring for him, with other people also raising Objectum children. I know itll take a while, and the people with those types of feelings probably don't even know what OS is. Thats fine. I'm 20. I got all the time in the world
Later tonight I'm going to try to teach Jr how to read (he's a 4/5 month old stuffed animal, its about time.) I just pray my father, bless his fuckin heart, doesn't ask what I'm doing. He loves me and he understands some of my quirks, but hes a jackass anyway. I show him Jr's bed (because I was proud of it) and he laughs. Not malicious or anything but hey, fuck you pops!
