shardedmadness

I’m so unspeakably lonely

All I do is consume what I can easily grasp

And proceed to reach for more

Never savoring what I have.

What will happen once there’s nothing else I want?

What will happen once everyone is tired of enabling?

I could wither away, I could die

Perhaps, maybe, I’ll be the perfect little girl again

Please, thank you, a curtsey

Perhaps, maybe, I’ll be the horrible man I know I am

I hate you, give me more, go fuck yourself

What else do I know?

I don’t know what I know

My single gift of knowledge is what I am good for

To consume and consume, devour, corrode

Until every gift in this world is gone